telling you is hard

I dislike the fact that i cant tell you. If i could we could talk all day and night. but my shy bashful ways keep me out of sight o' how i wish i could. It would make things easier

envy

why am i envious of others right now?
not having things gets to me so i build up a wall to protect myself so people wont see me cry i hate everything about me right now sure nobodys reading this so i you know what this means i am trying to love myself but i dont know where to start what do i do?

why would i say yes?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bM9fzser6RY&feature=related