Time to remember what all i can do

The truth

The truth is he right fuck my life

Pray for me

Pray for me please

Can i ask why?

Can I ask why love hurts so much why that friend I have I want to feel so connected with I don't want to feel like this anymore I need no heart and would like to rip it out and throw it in a black hole in space and never look back.

You

I want or did want you so I have to deal with what ever happens. WHAT EVER

i often wonder

i often wonder why things end up the way they do i need to stop wondering it'll make me cry myself into depression one day if i found security in my livelihood i would have confidence in  myself. do not be ashamed of me because i don't, accept me for it. Know that anything that comes free is every worth it. what is not free is more valuable than the things we hold dear on this earth last week a life was taken by who or what is irrelevant but just the fact that the person was here the day before and is now gone proves to me that we don't know why we're really living i do not care who comments. if anybody does find this i am simply confused and lost spiritually physically mentally I don't know what to do with myself.

Symbolism

Fire is today's symbol why? It represents my health today the fire is the fever I currently have and don't want when a fire burns out its done when a fever burns high it kills the host I won't die but I hate fevers.