disappointment

disappointment is normaly caused by expecting too much or maybe just expecting anything at all why am i disappointed? i got to a place thinking thinks would be different not knowing if i needed to change them or observe them first. holding beauty over reality is what disappoints me I am not disappointed at you i am disappointed at myself because i expected the unexpected damn hopping your not reading this i know this disappointment wont be long

presence of a star

i flew from earth the moment i saw you in the sky. anticipating time of arrival with no need being anxious to see you was the only drive that bought me to believe destiny took me from the planet and brought me to the heavens.

-poetic till dawn-

just a thought

before i imagine life without the love ones let me just tell you about the walk i took last night seeing my mistakes as i cry tears upon this keyboard no questions to ask only added scars a feeling of guilt but no reason for it starting over  makes you hate yourself but you continue to keep going nobody wants or needs the truth they just want to see the good in you make sure the success you achieve is for the best for you.

-poetic till dawn-

 

 



disappointments

on and on disappointments are the truth behind the lies peoples intentions are no longer told but now hide behind walls and silently destroy our desires

things to say

people speak their minds but does it really matter? why would it you control your decisions life mind body spirit soul so do what you can and must show the world you are not afraid take your earnings make your daily bread bring the truth to those who disbelief in what you are capable of leave their lies where they fall at your feet step over them and laugh as simba said "i laugh in the face of danger" laugh at the stupidity of it also keep in mind that you arent here for any reason your here because people always have things to say so keep doing you.

 

 

-poetic till dawn-



dilemma

cant describe how you make me feel i just know i want to listen to your every word. your presence lights my day what ever this feeling is ive never felt it before its strange this feeling sort of has me in a dilemma trying to choose is hard to think about not being with you is freighting it may also be too much you dont change me you change the energy around me i cant tell what i really want but i do know i gotta have you.

-poetic till dawn-

you make me smile

         I dont know what it is about you, but you turn my day around seeing you once makes me smile all day. Being with you even for a minute feels like a life time. Are you feeling me like im feeling you? I hope so cause im mesmerized. Its your smile and sense of humor that keeps me from holding my affection back. To smile in front of you its like pressure in a tube but when it happens it flys like a ballon. To make me smile is a turn on just seeing you makes my day brighter.

-Poetic Till Dawn-

strings of ;life

strings of life

         they are rarely plucked but when they are played they dance within your ears and upon your eyes like the morning sun lit across the see. the strings of life are manifested in me without these strings you can not bring truth to the ignorant or denial to the accepting some times these strings may trick you and take your kindnes as your blessing

-poetic till dawn 

real life
its real life when that woman has to be a mother all on her own its real life when that young boy has to walk miles to get home its life when that teen steals from the store because he hasnt eating for weeks feeding only his brother and sister not having enough left over to eat that mother that i mentioned earlier is a widow with her man gone she sees no way to fully complete her circle beside her child she feels like the other half of the cookie crumbled that child that walks miles to get home has to take the long way because of militia groups terrorizing the short way home turning her neighbors into slaves theres an american man who cant seem to stay afloat though there are ways of staying on top the negative waves keep him low many of you ask how could any of these people lives get worse well... that teen was caught and thrown in jail that mother was used and abused by a man who claimed to be her friend that young boy was caught by that militia group and sold into slavery they no longer believe in god they believe they lost his favor